Journalist Wendy Mesley is shown at the Dare to Wear Love charity show during Toronto Fashion Week in Toronto on October 22, 2010. CBC News host Wendy Mesley says she's sorry and "deeply ashamed" after using "a word that should never be used" during an editorial discussion about current issues regarding race."The Weekly with Wendy Mesley" host took to her Twitter account to post about the incident, which now has her off the air while the CBC investigates. THE CANADIAN PRESS/Darren Calabrese